Okay well first things first... Honestly it seriously felt like day 2 was harder then day 1. And I know I committed to being 100% honest with this whole thing so I will admit that I was contemplating not doing it tonight. But I loaded my camera pictures onto the computer and I saw at least five pictures that were taken today and yesterday... and well let's just say I felt my self confidence invert itself.. I really did. As if there was nothing else to encourage me, the numbers on the scale, or the size of my clothes those pictures have really done it. My self worth and everything have really taken a hit. But I am going to use it as my advantage. I am going to change. I will DO THIS.
So I am thinking that after we move into the new place I will do a run every other day start short and then go on longer and longer ones.
Oh and I did take 3 breaks during todays workout but they were in different parts then they were yesterday. So that is good news I think.. But anyways it is really hot in this apartment and I am exhausted. So I am off for a cold shower and a much needed sleep... Wish me luck for Day 3
I gotta keep telling myself that I gotta push push PUSH. I really REALLY want this!! NOTHING and NO ONE is standing in my way anymore!!!
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